Later that day I wrote Mistress Bella Bellini the following response:
"Hello Mistress Bella Bellini
Mistress: I am deeply grateful that Mistress' has agreed to take ownership of my cock and sexual drive! I really hope you are aware of that, and if there is anything more I can do to prove to Mistress that I really am deeply grateful, then please let me know. What would I have done, if I had not found Mistress?
Earlier Mistress wrote to me, that Mistress would give me what I need instead of what I want. Misstress is so correct in that Mistress knows what I need! Thanks for yet another amazing video ('Latex leg tease') where you so indeed managed to push all my buttons, even the ones I didn’t knew I had!
When I got home from my weekend trip the first thing I did when I entered the door was to take my CB3000 on. I made sure that it was put on extra tight since I, as written on Twitter, will wear it for at least 36 hours in a row. At the top of the CB3000, just behind the lock, sits a gimmick with small spikes on, which presses down on Mistress’ cock. I have three different spike-sizes to choose from and so far I've gone with the smallest spikes. Today I decided to go one step up and take the middle spikes on. Additionally I have chosen a slightly shorter stick to keep chastity device together so there was extra pressure on Mistress' balls.
Here 6 hours later I do not know whether I regret that I pushed Mistress' cock and balls so much in the beginning of my 1 ½ days Chastity tests. Mistress' video 'Latex leg tease' has certainly not made it easier for the little virgin wanker.
The last week I have not even been able to touch Mistress' cock when I felt the need for it. If I forget that Mistress' has taken over my genitals and locked them inside a cage, and therefore as a reflex of a little virgin wanker lead my hand down to give my former cock a few strokes, everything that my hand reaches is a frustrating hard plastic cage. As Mistress' knows (and have told the whole world) I have previously managed to go without an orgasm for 14 days. But back then I at least allowed myself to masturbate. It’s pure torture having to watch your videos without the slightest chance of getting just a little bit of gratification through wanking. But I rely 100% on Mistress’ knowledge, because Mistress’ knows what is best for me and the Chastity cage does not come off by before Mistress permits it.
Mistress speaks in the video about hypnosis. Let me confess that Mistress does not need any official license to hypnotize her virgin wanker. Mistress does not even have to say anything to perform hypnosis on me. Merely a look into Mistress’ eyes will always get your little virgin wanker into a deep trance. When I in addition to the look into Mistress’ butiful and sexy eyes also get to hear Mistress enchanting voice, there is nothing that could get my direct attention away from Mistress and nothing could get me to disobey Mistress’ orders. Mistress: You have brought me into a 24/7 trance and I love every second of it.
Mistress knows, that Mistress' little pet has a big weakness for the female ass. Mistress should also know that Mistress’ little pet becomes completely excited when Mistress is doing some of Mistress’ ass-teasing in Mistress' videos. First Mistress gives a little sneak peak of Mistress' perfect ass (in the beginning where Mistress shows how short and tight Mistress’ dress is) and that was the first of many times I would feel the pain of a cock being denied its erection and balls getting stretched so much, that I was really reminded that it’s been a long time since I've got an orgasm. However, it was even worse when Mistress 8:09 minutes into the video suddenly switch over to show around 20 seconds of teasing with the most divine ass there is on this planet. It feels almost as if Mistress did it on purpose, because Mistress knows that a woman's ass is the part I appreciate the most: 20 seconds of pure pain hell for Mistress' trapped cock and balls but also 20 seconds in glorious heaven for Mistress' little virgin wanker!
I have told you that woman's breasts is "only" number 3 on my list of most valued female body parts. After seeing Mistress' irresistible teasing with Mistress’ perfect cleavage, I am suddenly in doubt. I am certainly now an official breast-worshipping-virgin-wanker! Mistress' breasts are nothing less than 100% perfect, and how could a pathetic little virgin wanker like me ever resist such beautiful breasts?
I had already gotten my number 1 (Mistress 'hot ass) and number 3 (Mistress' perfect breasts) on my "worshipping-list", but since Mistress of course knows exactly how Mistress can turn on an inexperienced virgin like me, of course the video also contained a wonderful section with Mistress that shows an ever so sexy camel toe. On top of it (pun intended) the little virgin wanker could sit and enjoy the sight of Mistress' wonderful belly button, which he has adored so much in the last few days.
I know that I will never get near such a beautiful and breathtaking pussy that Mistress’ shows in the video, but it was as if Mistress’ cock and balls were totally indifferent and merrily let a little virgin left alone with more and more pain for each second Mistress teased me with Mistress’ completely unattainable pussy. As I have written as a commend to one of your other videos, it is completely impossible not to surrender 110% when Mistress gives a little sneak peak or even plays with her pussy (each time Mistress moaned it got Mistress’ cock just a tad harder inside the cage causing more and more deserved pain for me) .
And how frustrating was it when Mistress at a point talks to one of the chatters about stroking. Does Mistress not know that it is pure torture, to throw a virgin wankers cock in a cage for a week and then also force him to watch a video where she calls for stroking, now that stroking my earlier cock is some of what I have most desire for, watching a video as hot as this one? Mistress can be evil in such a sweat way!
By the way: I’ve got a new fetish: Having Mistress Bella Bellini bitting my shoulders! :) Everything Mistress enjoys doing to Mistress’ slaves, I enjoy on the receiving part. How can I not after Mistress has shown me such kindness of taking up the job, to help me with my “virgin problems”?
Mistress Bella Bellini: Thank you for throwing Mistress' cock and balls through the 48 ½-minute of torture. I know it's my punishment for having been so incompetent that I as a 29 year old still am a virgin and I know that you always know best and that I therefore deserve to be put through this torture. Even writing this email makes Mistress' cock and balls rebellion in the cage and I would almost wish I had not promised 36 hours of continuous chastity for myself. But only almost, because as Mistress has taught me, the best way I will learn what a pathetic little virgin wanker I've been all my life is by being punished through pain in my now useless dick.
Sincerely
virgin wanker"
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