My phase 2 progress

A week ago my Mistress Bella Bellini allowed me to enter phase 2 of my training. This phase is all about edging so I was allowed to take the chastity cage of Mistress’ cock and balls and actually play with them while I watched pictures, videos and live shows of my irresistible Mistress. The purpose of the edging training was to make me understand 2 things:

1. I must understand, that I no longer have any control of my previously cock and balls.

2. I must understand, that having sex with a woman is not about getting an orgasm. Instead I must understand that the main purpose of having sex with a woman is to satisfy all the needs of the woman. First when all the needs of the woman have been satisfied I can allow myself an orgasm. So through the edging training I will hopefully be able to last long enough to give the woman everything she wants before I can reward myself with an orgasm.

I have been practicing a lot with edging earlier in my life, so I might have had an advantage in this phase. Nonetheless I’ve been training the edging every day since I got this new assignment a week ago. After all these weeks without an orgasm I have had times where I pretty quickly could bring myself to the point where an orgasm could come any second aka. bringing myself to the edge.  I have used some techniques that I’ve found really useful to avoid the orgasm:

Mistress has taught me, that the allowed masturbation in this phase was not about satisfying myself or at least getting pleasure from the masturbation. Instead I have been taught, that I should think about the masturbation as a way to please my Mistress. The longer I would be able to masturbate, the more pleased my Mistress would be. When I have reached the edge in my masturbations the last week, I’ve quickly turned my attention to a photo of my beautiful Mistress’ face hanging on my wall (I have different photos hanging in my living room and my bed room next to the TV). Looking straight into Mistress eyes instantly reminds me that I’m not masturbating for my own pleasure but for the pleasure of Mistress. With that in my mind I’ve been able to convince myself, that I really don’t want to have an orgasm, even though I’m on the edge, because an orgasm would certainly not please my Mistress. In that way the threatening orgasm became something I really didn’t want to have, and as such I’ve been able to masturbate for a really long time.

My Mistress made a blog post about this mental method: 'Watch out! Mistress Bella Bellini is watching you masturbate'

Naturally I had to make my own version of the 'watching cat' so I made a wallpaper with my beautiful Mistress: 'Your orgasm control motivational poster!'

Mistress has also taught me about the ‘Masters-Johnson method’. Basically this method involves putting a curtain pressure on the head of the cock, when it’s about to come. I’ve combined the mental method with this pressure method and I’ve managed to avoid any orgasm even though, I’ve masturbated a lot the last week! My Mistress has so many hot videos (I will NEVER get tired of looking at my Mistress absolutely perfect booty!) and I can’t even imagine how many orgasms I would have had the last week, if I had been allowed to masturbate freely.

Every time I reached the edge I would just repeat the procedure and I could continue without getting the orgasm. I have to say, that it actually feels really nice to know, that me not getting an orgasm will please my Mistress, so the orgasm has kind of been my enemy the last week :) I might have forgot how an orgasm feels, but it certainly feels incredible to please my Mistress, so I think I could go for several month without an orgasm, as long as I knew it would please Mistress.

My Mistress has been so pleased with my progress in phase 2 and Mistress is about to let me enter phase 3. I can’t wait to find out exactly what it will deal with, but Mistress has been giving me small hints about some anal pleasures for me.

As a reward for me doing so good in phase 2 Mistress has allowed me to get an orgasm and I can even decide how and when! I’ve decided to get my orgasm this coming Friday. I have all day to prepare myself for the orgasm and I intend to build it up throughout the day using the described methods. It will be really interesting to experience how an orgasm feels after 35 days without one. The longest I’ve previously gone without an orgasm was 14 days, so for me it’s kind of special and I’m really looking forward to Friday.

Naturally I will give a detailed description of my Friday here on this blog..